Friday, June 26, 2009
Another Hot Day
Saturday, June 20, 2009
Walking the dogs
This is Sherman out walking in the fields on the 26. He's such a happy dog. (And a BIG dog - he's weighing a bit over a hundred pounds now. When he stands on his hind legs he's about 5.5 feet tall!)
It's dragonfly time again! I have several more excellent dragonfly shots in the gallery on smugmug that I uploaded from my photos today. You can see the other shots at: www.andi-tim.smugmug.com/Flowers/809938.
These boots are made for walkin'... these are my Fatbaby boots. A must-have for the spring ranch dudette fashion season. Can't walk amongst all the flowers and weeds and muddy ground without them. Must empty them out upon returning to the house as well (or I won't know what to expect to find in them the next day. Okay - that's true whether I empty them or not!)
Friday, June 19, 2009
Death in the Garden
Every day I examine the garden for new blooms, new growth, and new weeds or anything else obnoxious that's suddenly found it's way into the garden.
Today, I noticed how regularly things die in the garden. I mean, that's totally obvious, but I don't notice it that much - there's just so much else growing, so unless it's my prized ___ (whatever), I don't see it.
But there it is - death in the garden. And, normally, I don't like to look at the dead things in the garden. I don't like seeing the yellowed or dried leaves. I like them when they are at their lushest.
But today, I said to myself - look for what you don't normally see in the garden. And what I saw was how much death is there. And how something, when looked at with fresh eyes, can seem quite beautiful - dried or yellowed leaves not withstanding.
Funny, I was thinking that not all of it is a "natural" death - that some of the death may be because I did something "unnatural" to the plant (overwatered it or put something on it that it didn't like) - but really, even the "unnatural" deaths are still natural.
I like looking at all of the garden. Including all the cycles each of the members of my garden community may be in.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Wildflower Fields
Because of the heat already here in North Texas, I'll be doing most of my outside activities in the morning - the light's better then anway.
Friday, June 12, 2009
Wasps and Men
Well, my daughter Teddi (http://teddiandjerryclayton.blogspot.com/) shamed me into posting today. “It’s been a week” she said. And I thought...well, it doesn’t matter what I thought.
Anyway, as I was pulling weeds in my garden today, I realized that golf isn’t the best metaphor for life or for growth and development. Despite all the books on that topic. Of course, my golfer friends probably wouldn’t agree with me. I think gardening is the best metaphor. It occurred to me today, while on my knees in the heat of the north Texas sun, and my arms stretched out to reach those pesky weeds that are right in the middle of the garden, that gardening is an act of community.
We aren’t out there by or for ourselves. The diversity in the garden (or at least in mine) is staggering. Because it isn’t just the flora, it’s also the fauna in the garden. So, gardening is about my relationship to ‘other’ (whatever ‘other’ may be). And all the ways I relate to ‘other’, and what I think about myself and who I am. (And getting laid-off from one’s job gives lots more room in one’s head for musings such as these).
I notice that I’m angry about the yellow leaf disease my roses just keep getting no matter what I do. And, I’m a little afraid to pick some of the weeds - what if they’re flowers and I’m just not recognizing them?...I’ve got to pay attention while I’m doing anything in the garden so I don’t get bit by something I didn’t see,
like a spider, a wasp, a red ant or even stung by a scorpion,
or poked by a plant with poking apparatus. And, each plant, each section of the garden needs something different. While they all need weeding, and most need their regular hair trims, some also need more talking to and more love than the others. Some need to have no debris at the base, while others thrive with the mess under them. Some need 6 hours of sun and others only want 2-3 hours. Which is just exactly like any community. So, while gardening, I got to examine my relationship to community - each aspect of it. Where I want to quit and where I want to play and where it occurs like hard work and which parts I’ll neglect...And, getting present to my love for nurturing community...
Which brings me to wasps and men. Well, not really, but I’m gonna segue anyway. Today, I realized that both are attracted to provocative clothing. Of course, provocative means different things to different creatures - but it is provocative nonetheless.
For wasps, the provocative clothing seems to be this brightly colored visor. I was constantly swatting away the unwanted attention of the giant yellow-jacket wasps when I was wearing it.
After an annoying amount of attention (although flattering at first, it does get old), I changed hats. This was my second pick. Absolutely not one wasp came near me after the switch. I’ve noticed this same behavior with men....
On another note, the kittens are getting so cute! They’re 5 weeks old now.
Monday, June 1, 2009
Black Widow Spiders
Yep - first time I've seen her in my garden. Although I think I have the wasps that like to eat them. I have to say it...isn't she beautiful? I never thought I'd think BW Spiders were beautiful. Even when nature is at her most scary, I think she makes things gorgeous to look at.
I didn't see her eating anything...but I did see a beetle carrying away a dead bee. And - the other day we saw a very rare Texas Large Centipede - 27 sets of legs. Black with orange legs. They are agressive and nasty looking. Took some photos, but must have accidentally erased the ones of the centipede (probably Freudian). The centipedewas up on the deck and the dog was cautiously chasing it around. Apparently though, the bite is kinda painful (for dogs and humans). I didn't like it up on the deck. Good news was that we've been here for 3 years and that's the first time I've seen one around the house.
We're a bit concerned about our Tarantula spiders. We haven't seen any this year. They usually come out to mate sooner than this. We never see them for very long, but they are so elegant.